i cannot explain why the passion I don't know you from a smile and but why in the stillness I know of this love it speaks to me in silence, of love it consumes me what have i done, / in showing you the ugliness i carry? / i have abused your innocence and the kindness you offer. / i have returned your smile and built in a wall. // torn between two worlds / mourn for one losing / in the emptiness i / perceive / i am adam gareth j m saunders http://www.garethjmsaunders.co.uk (c) 2002